Tuesday, January 10, 2012

First Arrival

Jan 9, 2012

We spent a total of 24 hours in flight, in movement, from Portland to Kathmandu.  12-13 hours were on Korean airlines (coming highly recommended!) from LA to Incheon/Seoul, and another 7 hours from there to our final destination.  Seven, Alison, and I thoroughly enjoyed the multiple servings of bi bim bap ingested en route!

The crazy taxi ride through the winding streets of Nepal's capital city was a wet one.  Rare to have rain in the winter here, it felt as if it were a true 'Portland' welcome, as if the weather gods wanted to ease us into the adjustment to our new environment.  Still, the gasoline and dust-filled air made me thankful for the cloth dust mask gifted from a dear friend recently returned from her Nepal trip and clinic stint this fall.  After dodging hundreds of other vehicles, people, and a very close call with a woman pushing a vegetable cart that made my heart skip a little beat, we landed in Thamel, at the Wonderland Hotel.

Outside the constant honking of horns greets our ears, then the stray dogs in the lot outside our window (home to a green pond, dirt piles, and a smattering of trash) hold a howling caucus.  A few minutes later the crows hold conference as well, adding caw caw caws to the incessant bray of taxi and moped horns surrounding the block and neighboring streets. 

Jan 10

Today we are overstimulated, having walked the cobblestone corridors of the Thamel district in Kathmandu.  People approach from everywhere, asking for purchase of their wares.  A layer of invisible dust covers almost everything.  A mother with a young girl at her hip approaches, holding up an empty bottle, attempting to guide us into a store to buy milk for her "baby".  Shaking our heads and avoiding eye contact become the rule.  A moped, taxi, bicycle, or multiples of each in succession whiz by as we try to stick to the edge of the street so as not to be run over, meanwhile avoiding a brown puddle of water from yesterday's downpour, or a small pile of muddy trash that has been swept together for the morning cleanup and awaits a shovel into the back of a garbage truck.  It is impossible to walk the streets and return to the hotel without feeling the grime of the city layer itself onto our skin.  The air smells of incense, like nag champa, with a significant undertone of dirt and human grunge.  The horns don’t stop.  Respite is found in a tea house, or back in the hotel room where the lights work sometimes, and sometimes not, and rarely all at once.  If the electrical socket on this side of the room doesn’t work, try the other on the opposite wall.  You just might be lucky.

Last night we ate dinner in an upper level restaurant, curries and dal, served in brass goblets surrounding our plate of rice.  Midway through the meal, the lights flickered and went dark, the live rock band down the street quieting for a moment.  Over the next ten to fifteen minutes, electricity came back, left, came back and left again.  The waiter came with candle in hand, lit the top and then melted the bottom so it would stick to the table.  John Lennon’s “Imagine” wafted up from the street. Perhaps the blackout was really only on our block.  Somehow, magic here doesn't come and go, but is a constant presence, a reminder that this is my place in the world right now, and beauty is everywhere.


Right now, just past 5 o’clock, just past sundown, the electricity has conveniently gone out.  The single bare bulb on generator power lights our chilly room.  The window view is completely black, save for only a handful of similarly generator-lit rooms across the way.  The dogs are still barking.  This time not howling, but barking in conversation.  “Yep, things are great over here...”  “Let’s meet and run in a pack later on, how about?”  “I’ll be on my way in a little while!”  They are quiet.  My computer battery has nearly run out. 




Viiew from Wonderland Hotel window, midday



Saturday, December 31, 2011

Gratitude!

One week from today I leave with my fellow travelers for Nepal! I can't believe it's coming up so quickly, lots to do still before taking off. THANK YOU, so so much, to all who have been on this journey with me leading up to the trip. I couldn't have done it without you. 


If you have invited me into your home, cooked a meal for me, had me sleep on your couch, gone on a walk with me, shared coffee or tea with me, gone to lunch with me, gone on a hike with me, sent an email, facebook message, text, or left a voicemail saying how much you care for me, or you have offered something that would help on my trip, a contact, an idea, or just well-wishing words, if you have helped me move (twice), let me store things in your shed/basement/cupboards, donated to the fund drive I undertook throughout the past six months, donated a raffle prize for the fundraiser I threw, dj'd some GREAT tunes for the fundraiser, danced with me, shared wine or whiskey with me, laughed over silly things with me, spent time chatting while we pass by in whatever common environment we find ourselves in, shared music with me, tried to see the eclipsed moon through the dense fog in Portland at 5 am with me, if you gave me an acupuncture treatment, a reiki treatment (or a few), listened to me when I needed listening to, shared your life and your thoughts and your struggles with me, thought of me in any random moment, had a memory of a time we spent together, laughed or smiled at any weird and random facebook post I might have decided to share, if you have encouraged me, in any way, to relax more, smile more, not worry as much, or you have smiled knowingly with me as I roll my eyes at myself over all those lovely unnecessary (and necessary) worries, or just held space for me being the person I am, then thank you.  


My intention for this trip is to live in constant gratitude.  


Happy New Year! And Namaste. ♥









Monday, December 19, 2011

Contribution Call-out!



I am closing in on my fundraising goal!  We leave in 3 weeks, so the excitement is building...!

I'd like to say...THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU to those who came out last weekend for the benefit party.   The music was great, raffle prizes were won, it was a super nice evening.  And I made a good chunk towards the full donation to Acupuncture Relief Project.  I am coming close to raising the $4500 goal, so if you didn't make it to the benefit, and would like to contribute, please click...right...here!  -->


I am also accepting personal contributions towards my own travel expenses.  This trip is a financial adventure in and of itself, and any help towards all avenues of the cause is appreciated. Let me know if you would like to donate to me personally.  It will go towards my own well being, financially and while traveling around Nepal in March, as well as the well being of my 13 year old cat who was diagnosed with hyperthyroidism this fall.  He's doing well, but the unexpected cost of blood draws and medication has interrupted my ability to save as much as I'd hoped for this trip.  

AND, if you are unable to contribute monetarily, would like to help out, and live in the Portland area, here is another way to contribute:  
I am moving in the coming week, and will be completely out of my subletted house by the end of the year.  I am doing box and furniture moving this coming Friday (23rd), and the last of it will happen on the 30th and 31st.  (I will be out of town the 24th thru the 29th)  Any hands, cars, and tea/coffee/food runs are graciously accepted!  And if you don't have a car, let me pick you up.  Two pairs of hands are so much better than one.  It will be mostly lightweight furniture and boxes.  All the heavy stuff I own is already in storage.  More clearly, this will be EASY. And all the easier with your help. 

Text or call me if you'd like to lend a hand:  608-556-6501

And lastly, thank you all so much for any support you've given me so far, even in thoughts and in kind words wishing me well on this adventure.  The more I watch the world grow and change, the more it becomes apparent that the support of community is what will bring us (as humans and creatures of the planet) back to a state of health and well being.  It is my hope that this continues to happen on a larger scale. (I know it will). This trip is my way of attempting a contribution to the world, and of beginning a life-long journey of this practice.  

Happy Holidays to everyone,

Jessica

Monday, November 28, 2011

BENEFIT NIGHT!

Alright!  Last push to reach the goal (hopefully!)  Come play.  I'd love to see you!

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Rice Harvest and Patients

Please take time to check out stories written by the amazing camp A volunteers! Stacey, Danielle, and Felicity have been having a wonderful time and are keeping us all updated with photos and narratives. What a great preview. I am so thankful for their efforts!

Click here for the story blog:

http://www.acupuncturereliefproject.org/news-blog

All three fellow graduates and practitioners have posted a personal testimony. Felicity describes the deep impact that her experience has had on her life, and in her heart. Stacey's story describes their day on the rice fields, complete with pictures. Danielle writes a narrative of the labor that three women go through during the fall, and it brings to light why bringing this medicine to them is so important.

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Arriving in Spirit

This past summer Andrew Schlabach, the president and co-founder of the Acupuncture Relief Project, invited the team members heading to Nepal this year over for a potluck. It was July, and while all of us were anxiously awaiting graduation from OCOM (Oregon College of Oriental Medicine), this exciting and, at times nebulous, idea of travelling to Nepal to practice acupuncture loomed in the background. The potluck was a meeting of sorts, to let us know what to expect as we travelled to our new home for two months. The team that went in September (camp A) would experience the post-monsoon season: hot & humid weather that would turn to a gorgeous fall. The team that left in November would get to experience the crisp air, with moderate temperatures at first, leading to a taste of the winter cold and waning sun. The team leaving in January (my team, or, camp C) would see the shortest days, and would experience warmth in the form of the noonday sun that would shine on the patio while we ate our lunch. Our wool/thermal clothing would provide us comfort throughout the remainder of the day. We would typically do our last treatments of the day by headlamp, until the lengthening sunlight hours in early spring allowed us to remain free of these contraptions. Andrew talked about the clinic(our home), what to pack, which immunizations are important, what type of food we would be eating (some rendition of daal, a thick, protein-rich, legumous porridge, eaten in countries where little meat is available, would be consumed on a daily basis), and of course how cautious to be about the water...

One of the things that struck me the most in Andrew’s description of ‘what to expect’ was the process that we would go through right as we get off the plane. It’s the most tangible thing I have in my mind thus far. Of course, the most important aspect, and goal, of this trip is to treat a population of regional patients who have very little, if any, access to healthcare. Some patients have never seen a doctor in their life. Yet, as much as they are the fabric of this adventure, I am unable to describe the people and the landscape until I get there. It’s November now, almost exactly two months away from departure. My context is still Portland, OR, and Nepal is literally a world away.

Yet, a mixture of excitement, nervousness, and pure awe fill me. I think about this trip every day. I know it will be an amazing experience, and that I will meet many wonderful people. And, I hope to be able to help as many patients that come to see me in the clinic as I can.

I know that to many, the suggestion of Nepal conjures in the mind pictures of high, majestic mountain peaks. Sherpas, trekking groups, pack animals, frigid and freezing temperatures all ring of mountaineering adventures. This is the context under which I have understood Nepal for a long period of time. It is the home of the highest mountain peak in the world, Mt Everest. In Nepal, this mountain is known as Sagarmatha, meaning goddess of the sky. Tibet, the region to the North of Nepal, under China’s rule since the 1950s, calls this mountain Chomolungma. Mother goddess of the universe, they call it1. If I am lucky enough to view this peak I am sure I will agree. Of course, Sagarmatha is but one of the peaks that decorate the Himalayan range, the majestic trajectory of mountains that separate the Indian subcontinent from the remainder of Asia2. Nepal lies on this mountainous path, and so it is natural to think that if one travels to Nepal, one will inevitably land in the mountains. However, the Vajra Varahi clinic, our home and workplace come January, is in the Kathmandu valley, south of the capital city. I’ve been told that the temperatures there in the winter are similar to those in Portland, which is temperate. It rarely goes below the freezing mark for a long period of time here, so that’s good. But heat is surely a treat, and as I said before, in Nepal we won’t have any.

In Chinese medicine, diseases are differentiated and categorized by the different qualities in nature. There are warm diseases, and cold diseases; Yin-type diseases and Yang-type diseases. Sometimes we might say that someone has ‘wind in the channels’. Or an organ may be encumbered by dampness. Naturally, the climate and environment will affect the health of a person, and it would be safe to say that there are more warm and dry diseases that occur in Arizona than in the Pacific Northwest. It turns out that many of the patients that visit our clinic in the winter are suffering from cold disorders. What we in the West know as a ‘cold’, or an upper respiratory tract infection (URI) is often a cold disease. We will certainly see many URI’s due to cold, and probably ones more severe than the ‘common cold’ that we all battle at the changing of the seasons . Another common condition in Chinese medicine is cold-damp Bi syndrome (Bi means obstruction), which in many cases in the West would be called arthritis. In Nepal, hard days of labor lend to stiff and aching joints, and a lifetime of this compounds. That the cold is inescapable in Nepal increases the severity and frequency of the disease.

And so we will be waiting, needles and moxa* in hand, for our patients to arrive, a few short days after landing in Nepal. I have heard there are lines out the door. Treating these disorders will be interesting, exciting, and great experience. Working with these people in great need, and who have so much appreciation for what we do, will be immensely nourishing to the spirit.

Of course, I can’t wait to share that part of the journey with you.

*Moxa is a dried and compressed form of mugwort, artemesia argyi folium (known as Ai Ye in Chinese pin yin). It is an herb that in the Materia Medica is said to warm the interior of the body and stop pain due to cold. Practitioners use various forms of it, burning like incense, either directly on the skin or hovering over a point or channel, to help warm a patient's abdomen, back, or any joint in the body.

Reference:

1. http://www.mnteverest.net/history.html

2. http://www.mrdowling.com/612-himalayas.html

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Foreward

Welcome to my blog page! My name is Jessica, and I've recently graduated from a Masters program in acupuncture and Oriental medicine. The three-year program has changed me, my life, and most of all, my trajectory. I have never felt such excitement for the future as I do now, although I really, in many ways, don’t know what lies ahead (Who does??). It all remains a mystery, as always.

Except for January 7th. I do know what I am doing then. On that day. This is the day that I leave with two fellow acupuncturists for Chapagaon, Nepal, to treat patients in a small clinic in the Kathmandu valley. I have a scratch pad of notes for what life will look like a few weeks prior(packing, organizing...), as well as having a tentative story written, now only in it's skeletal outline stage, about the 3 months following (Treating patients,encountering beauties and tragedies of life in a third-world country, smiling as the sun comes up over the mountains). That three-month outline, however, will re-write itself as it occurs, filling in the spaces, providing bulk and substance, in a tone and voice created by: the story itself, and me. Together we will co-create the final draft.